22 March 99 
 
If I smell like grapefruit juice, it's only because I love you. 
 
So it's time to clean out the mental garbage once again -- I was going to 
say something about visiting Brad in Fairfax, but for now I will just 
recommend giving the Manassas Battlefield Park a miss.  I'm trying to find 
out who to write to to complain.  (Too many to's?) 
 
So I found some papers while I was cleaning up today.  Perhaps I have 
transcribed them before, but I don't care.  Great repute comes from 
repeating one's self many times until one has fans. 
 
Again, this is verbatim from scribblings.  If you think this is rubbish, I 
ask you what the hell are you doing reading these pages anyway? 
 
DANGER Will Robinson 
Mathematics (WHAT?!)  two photon 
flashlight! 
periphery   Memory 
 
Joseph LeDoux  The Emotional Brain,  Feeling W/O Thinking, How our Brains 
Make Emotion 
 
cheezy poofs 
rat rage 
animal apathy 
 
Wm James 1890 - Do we run from the bear because we're afraid _or_ are we 
afraid b/c we run? 
 
Down w/ MLTP (yeah you know me) 
 
NMDA  UGLY  SPIKE    DRUGS 
taxi! 
mickey finn on the neurons 
 
muscimal 
DRINK YOUR MILK 
SNAKE 
 
amygdala ->conditional learning (quoi?) 
 
trashcan  
EMPTY THE TRASH 
laboratory 
fear -> clinical fear -> indelible ink 
prefrontal cortex 
 
why don't they learn 
 
FEAR is forever 
 
It can be shown 
 
Help help I'm being repressed! 
Come see the violence inherent in the system! 
 
tones & flashing lights    VEGAS 
stop looking at me 
 
go get that clog! 
trashcan hypothesis 
beg pardon?  that'll larn him 
 
phobia 
 
reset 
 
one trial learning 
 
mental Windows 4.1 
 
Hu-Man 
my hooks are flailing wildly 
WE'RE NOT SCIENCE!  WE'RE ART! 
 
insane in the membrane 
 
decerebrate 
catch the phrase 
 
the hills are alive w/ the sound of meep 
 
fluorescent 
density 
flourish 
 
if you have a rat cage strapped to your face... 
Run away! 
Run away! 
 
What is an object invariance?  Object/ basal ganglia 
coincidence 
place field 
natural size for a place cell 
up/down 
 
things are sausages 
 
scary? 
 
Not teach calculus 
 
music -> lust <-> symmetry of eyes <-> double-blind math modeling 
you're here 
she's got the Am Travelers Checks there 
time to inhibit cells 
 
 
 
laaaaaaaaa