16 Jan 02

Well, It seems I can't set up my Perl scripts for automatically updating the
journal, because the Exporter module here on the Mac, for use with MacPerl,
gives me an error I have no hope of comprehending in a reasonable amount of time
(I'm trying to use the Net::FTP module), and the module doesn't exist on the NYU
machine I work on, and I don't care to set it up there.

I prefer using the Mac for doing these entries, because BBEdit gives me the
margins I want, whereas pico, my editor of choice at NYU, is bare bones. Dammit,
I just praised BBEdit and now it's acting stupid.  I don't understand this.  Ah,
now that's better.  How odd.

In any case, I'm still doing this stuff by hand until I can figure out how to
call FTP from MacPerl.

Other than that, there's not much to report.  I'm in a bit of a funk.  I lose
almost all of my energy in these dark months, and I feel I'm getting old, and I
just want to get on with my life.  It's my own fault I'm still in school, but
damn, I really don't see the end of this right now.  Feh feh feh.

I'm just tired.

Oh well.